![]() ![]() Head to and enter your details to find out. Look up your *Rising Sign (best option) and/or Sun Sign below to see what this period has in store for you. I’ve been feeling better in terms of love I feel I can control it and articulate it carefully.The energy of the Venus 2020 retrograde period will be in effect from April 10th ( when she enters the shadow zone) until June 25th ( when Venus will once again turn direct). Right now retrograde isn’t rlly affecting me I’ve been okay no ones come back. Thing is tho I believe my exes and ppl I’ve talked to always seem to have a special place for me cuz they always seem to come back to me the last person I attempted a relationship with came back after a few months of getting over each other and I fell into that trap. ![]() ![]() Someone earns my trust by being honest and straightforward. Also the person I tried with made me overthink everything I constantly felt sad and down cuz I knew I was just fighting for no reason to keep this relationship alive. But then ag Im not into relationships and last time I tried with someone they treated me like shit so yea ig u can say I don’t believe in dating or even marriage. I’d say I become super obsessed with anyone that sparks my interest and start online stalking them and trying to be wherever they are. I'm too different, I don't enjoy what other people enjoy, I don't communicate like other people do. Nobody gets me, nobody wants to try beyond the basic "Are you okay" which has never made me comfortable to open up to anyone. Like legit, the second I have an emotion everyone is gone including the very few acquaintences I have. I don't have casual sex and I'm not interested unless I have an emotional connection which will basically never happen because my intensity scares people off immediately. I feel like men only want to fuck me and don't care about me at all. ![]() Being sexualized in general early on in a romantic situation, no matter who it is, will turn me off 100%. I don't have close friends or family that I feel comfortable talking to and have (and I guess always will) had to take care and do everything for myself.įurthermore, being gay and a POC living in a predominantly white dating scene, I always find myself stuck between not wanting to be fetishised but also not wanted to be rejected for the same reason. It fucks with my head constantly because I realized a few weeks ago that I don't trust anybody. I feel like I'm in the outside of all my relationships and there's not anyone that understands me or even wants to try to understand me. I'm 25 and only been in 2 relationships and dating is very hard for me especially because I feel like I'm not relating to people in the way that normal people do. #WHEN WAS VENUS RETROGRADE 2020 HOW TO#I'm VERY INSECURE and I don't know how to overcome my fears of rejection so I literally reject myself first so I don't "embarrass" myself. Something like during regular Venus, regular people are open, native Venus retrograde are closed up while during transit Venus retrograde, regular people close themselves in while native Venus retrograde opens up. Does it have the effect of an increased in introspection for relationships, different views in people or any shifts in the way you feel? Like you said you feel more confident right now, does that mean you might be more "open"? Not sure if I am phrasing this correctly. It's great you love Venus retrograde! Haha. Would you say before those things happen, you were more "normal" i.e open to trust, happy to commit or? I think the combination of Aquarius and Capricorn stellium makes it more of a "I don't care, until you prove to me your worth" situation. My Venus is in cap as well (11th house) and I don't think I have issues trusting people TO BE HONEST or opening up, but it might be due to my Aquarius stellium in 12th house (I also have a stellium in the 11th house sooo). Codependency is also an issue when Venus is in 12th house with these natives often wanting to "rescue" others. I also read that in particular to these aspects (12th house & Saturn) these natives often have an abusive past (Saturn is also karmic) resulting in these fear. I read that Venus retro in 12th house in particular, furthermore in a bad aspect to Saturn increases the fear of commitment and trust issues exponentially. Hello! I am so sorry for what happened to you. ![]()
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